Monday, July 31, 2006

broken

i’m bigger than i look,
not as strong as i seem.
although i can lift heavy machinery;
from time to time,
if need be.

I’m not asking you
to install my
air conditioner

look in my eyes,
when i’m broke inside
and fix me.

it’s august again
it comes around each year for the sentimental appeal.
I don’t always heal,
so I write my own endings, from time
to time
if need be



last night in my dream
i was drowning
beside a boat with my name at the seam
of plastic and sea
although in your will, you left it for me
i couldn’t seem to reach
my hand inside

and like

your chances at forgiveness
i washed away with the tide

if i'm broken inside,
if i'm broken inside.

happiness is

a) patiently accepting the inevitable (Spinoza)
b) a state of well-being and contentment (Merriam Webster)
c) a warm gun (beatles)

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

the last snow

weeks like wet cars pass
with plenty of time
to make their way
from your town to mine

now
that the season has changed

i pull my umbrella back,
but it won't close the way it did
before the wind
bent its metal parts

my hair has gotten wet
walking through streets
where unfamiliar and old intersect
try not to step east of prospect

anymore

when the podium calls
i'm projecting my voice
cause confidence,
is the choice you make
before the show

you referred to today
when you said,
"if we still know eachother then"

it's like you knew
before me

now the trees have grown leaves
for us to stand below
i'll forget you with ease
like winter after the last snow